Ugh

I haven't posted anything good in so long. I just can't muster up anything? I don't know whats up? I have so much on my mind right now, I guess that's it. I keep thinking about how weedy our yard is and how embarrassing it is, it's so so so bad. I keep thinking about sending Claire to Kindergarten next year, and is she ready? I keep thinking about how at 17 mo Georgia still wont walk or talk much. She can talk, she can walk, she just won't. I'm kinda worried. I'm thinking of my brother, ugh. My parents, ugh again. I'm thinking about how did 7 years get away from me with Lydia and did I do a good job so far? I just have too much on my mind right. And thankfully none of it is me thinking about a sick child. So I guess I should just suck it up and get over my small issues and be thankful I have a yard, kids, parents and a brother to worry about.

So happiness! Today is FRIDAY! I love Fridays. Always will, even if I don't "work" outside the home. AND today is pay day, woohoo! My big splurge for the week is going to be a good sports bra, whoo I know. But hey I need a good one. I have been back at the gym and really feeling better, too. I can't wait to get back to my "goal" size. I'm done with weight, I'll be happy when my pants fit again. Why do we do this to ourselves? We know we should eat right and exercise, but we don't. I'm as guilty as everyone else in my position. I'm an educated person, I guess it just takes more work than I'm willing to give at that moment? But I'm back so Yay!

I'm getting my hair done today, another BIG YEAH! I'm very excited. I'm gonna go a little blonder I think. Summer is right around the corner and I'm ready for that. So blond makes me feel like it's a little closer.

I think I'm also going to buy some new lip stick today. I love lip stick. It makes me so happy to get a new one. I know silly, but it works?

Have a great weekend!