Yeah, strep it is

Ugh, I have strep. God bless anyone ANYONE who gets this crud!

So sick!

Ugh, I started running fever last night and it just got worse as the night went on. I think as of today at 5:37pm I have only be awake for about 3 hours total. UGH I feel so yucky. Strep is going around Claire's preschool and dear God I hope I don't have it. I can barely eat my throat hurts so bad. I have had chicken broth and toast today. UGH I want this to go away!!

Here's something that makes me laugh, I hope you enjoy!

I couldn't get the stupid thing to post in my blog. URRR. My brain is misfiring.

Hello All!!

Yes I'm still living. Just been busy, but who hasn't these days. One of a few new loves.

Love #1 Hostess 100 Calorie Pack Carrot Cakes. YUM!!

Love #2 VS Caramel Apple Lip Gloss

Love #3 My new favorite SoyJoy bar is Mango Coconut, YUM OH FREAKIN YUM! Lydia hated it, but Claire loves it. The bar itself is a compact little thing and I don't think she liked the texture of it in her mouth.

Love #4 This hat, please don't judge me. I was raised is Wear/Dittmer Missouri. Before there I lived in So Il. It's deer country.

That's it for now.

Georgia's Birthday and Happy reunion

First of all I want to say Congrats to my cousin on becoming Homecoming Queen 08!!!

Second my cat came home. Woohoo. Last night, my husband found her under a tree in front of our house.

And now on to the pictures! Georgia not feeling the celebration.


Cake, yum!


















This is my friend holding Georgia, I told her I was going to say it was me since she is like 6ft tall and tan and super skinny, even though she will say she's not.


Her favorite present! She loves this thing. It bounces up and down and makes noise, she LOVES it.

What the HECK MAN!!!!

My flippin cat ran away sometime last night before bed. I guess she got out when the doors where open and didn't come back. We have a screened in porch and she likes to hang out there. Well my STUPID dog busted through the screen on the door and I assume that's how she got out. Poor cat. She is a total house cat. Why do my animals run away?? I mean they live the life here!

Well on a happy note it's Clinique bonus days. I got my little goody bag, with some good stuff. Lotion, lipstick, a compact with eye shadow, bronzer and blush. AwEsOmE!!

Wii Fit

Errr, I want one and can not find one anywhere!! We went all over last night. Now Ed is on Sunday morning patrol! He will be out Sunday standing in line like the rest of the fools at Best Buy! I want me some Fit!

ewwww

I just did a deep DEEP clean on my bathroom. Man we must live like pigs!!! Oh and wish me luck, I plan to post Georgia's birthday pics a little later today.

Irrationally Mad!

This is going to be stupid so bare with me until the end please. I went through the stuff that they didn't take at the consignment shop and they ended up taking a jacket that goes to an outfit that is so cute! They didn't take the pants or the shirt, just the little quilted jacket. I got so up set over that. I was sitting in my bedroom floor crying over a jacket. My husband thinks I'm being stupid and I should let it go, but I want them to either take the rest of the outfit or give the jacket back. I know irrational. I was so upset that I couldn't sleep. So I got up did the dishes, 2 loads of laundry, swept and moped the floor in the kitchen. As I'm moping I am thinking and you know how your mind goes from one thing to the next. "I love Reese Witherspoon's haircut it's so cute, her kids are my kids age, she did a movie in Memphis, Reese's kids always looks so cute in the Trash Mags, Lydia would look so cute in some of those outfits, Man my floor is dirty, glad I'm getting ready for the party now" And that's where it hit me!!! My baby is going to be 1! I am so sad over this I can't even put the emotions into words. I'm sitting here welling up with tears now over just typing this. She is THE baby for me. NO MORE!! I will have NO more children. I am so upset over this and over the fact that after doing all I could do to keep this year from flying by it has! I have NEVER said "Oh I can't wait until she can....." Because I knew from the other two it will come when it's supposed to and rushing it only makes life seem like it's moving faster. But this time it seems to have gone even quicker?? Another thing that really has me upset is that because my baby was a preemie and had RSV and was sick all winter, my grandma never got to see her. I never got to hear her say "I'll tell ya something Tamar that baby will......When she wants to" Or to fuss at me because she wasn't wearing a onesies under her clothes. I know I wasn't there at lot in the end, but man I sure miss my grandma! She was so special to me. I feel like I'm in emotional over drive today. There are a million more things that have me upset but these are the biggies. God I hope I don't sound like my mom all crazy and whatnot! But I'm sure I do, because after all who are we without the women who shape us?

Mmmmmm that's good!

SoyJoy Apple is so so so yummy!!! I am so trying to lose weight and I decided to give this a try today because they were out of my Luna Lemon zest bar. The great thing is beside the fact that it's yummy is it has less calories!! Found my new favorite snack, just thought I would share. That with a Hazelnut skinny latte, yum!

Lydia has to do a diorama of a animal habitat. Any animal she wants. Guess what she picks???? I'll wait a minute to let you think. She is super girly, no boys in her life. Loves Hannah Montana and all that jazz. Any guesses??? A Bat! Yes she chose a bat. She thinks they are cute?? I don't know??? So now we are going to make a diorama of a nursing colony in a cave. Easy. Gray tissue paper, gray construction paper and fuzz balls to make the bats, easy! Wish us luck.

Today was a sad day for all moms! Or maybe just me. I sold all of Georgia's baby stuff to a consignment shop. He swing, bouncy, bassinet, crib mobile and as much preemie and newborn stuff they would take, which wasn't much?? They took all the big stuff and maybe 10 outfits. I also threw in a jacket of Clarie's that she NEVER wore and still had the tags on it from Old Navy. They gave me $103.00. I guess that's pretty good? I mean it was used and it was all gifts so I totally made 103 dollars. But my stuff is REALLY cared for. I even had the instruction manual for the stuff. But all in all I'm happy to have the extra cash and the extra space in our house. But sad to see the year almost come to a close. She will be 1 on Sunday. Where did it go??